Packing up my things once again, to head off to uni and my new flat tomorrow.
My day today is one big oxymoron, it is bitter sweet, a sad smile, a silent scream and a neat mess. Today I say goodbye to my amazing boyfriend, who I have spend almost two years with, as he goes back to being 3 and a half hours away by train. Long-distance sucks, but it is essential. Today I also welcome home my big sister and her fiancée, as we go out and celebrate their engagement and the prospect of a wedding.
It is going to be tough, but also exciting.
Tears and smiles. Joy and despair. Beginnings and endings. I am literally, between two worlds.