Jen Kay's birthday was wicked!

Back in Sheffield and all moved in and unpacked finally! Had an amazing night running around and being silly! I love my new room, it is smaller but much lighter with TWO windows, and it is a better more square shape! I like it!

Packing up my things once again, to head off to uni and my new flat tomorrow.

My day today is one big oxymoron, it is bitter sweet, a sad smile, a silent scream and a neat mess. Today I say goodbye to my amazing boyfriend, who I have spend almost two years with, as he goes back to being 3 and a half hours away by train. Long-distance sucks, but it is essential. Today I also welcome home my big sister and her fiancée, as we go out and celebrate their engagement and the prospect of a wedding.

It is going to be tough, but also exciting.

Tears and smiles. Joy and despair. Beginnings and endings. I am literally, between two worlds.

I hate it when everything starts going wrong, and you feel like you'll never be happy again.

Having to pack up all your clothes and belongings every year, and about half of them every few months is crap.

Only three days till I go back to Sheffield and have to move all my things in, for the rest of the year I will then be going back and forth from Nottingham to Sheffield to Bristol, travelling long distances alone, and not really feeling like I have a set place or home. 

Those are my two pet hates about living in a different city. Other than those, I love my new friends, my independence and freedom, the ups, the downs, the lack of rules or regulations, the fun, the feeling it gives you to live alone, and to be totally dependant on myself.

I do miss my mummy though...

And my daddy...

And Joshua...

I would like to one day have a photo taken of me, re-touched and taken by an amazing professional photographer, so I could see how it would look to be perfect. 

Coni Dietrich

I am in love with this photographer.

Holiday

Sad about my burn